Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Dating World

My name is Husam:

I do not smoke, I do not drink!
I am single.

I have been single for 2 years.
My friends can say: I am self-confidant and self-assured.

I like intimate gatherings more than large parties. I like to plan outings but I will still leave enough room for spontaneity.

I like someone who respects the personal growth work I have done, and the need for spiritual growth in my life.

I am looking for someone who is smart, attractive, and can hold a good conversation.

Call me: +966547969187
intimate: ONLY, plz!!!

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Reading #7

The 7 Circle Centrium:

1) Black Stone
2) Milk
3) Gold
4) Lava
5) Sedimentary Rock
6) Water
7) Dirt

So be it, it is so...

Monday, November 5, 2012

Fitness Time, anyone?!

The Great Ascension. 2012*. I for one am going to celebrate by feeling happy. Your thoughts are connected to feelings. Together they form a great power. To manifest. I will feel happy and be healthy. I am loved. There is undeniable proof of that. I just have to recognize that. And connect with the feeling: happy. Practice: feel, happy! Yeah, man!

Sunday, July 29, 2012

80 Oz. Zone.

Resting Peacefully.

My Dear Friend, Haseeb Kkaay, may the doors of heaven be open for you.
I heard you were in a car with a friend. He was driving at the speed of 180 km/h. The vehicle lost traction and slid off to the ditch. Naturally the impact had you launched from the front window of the car. Your physical body trajected 18 meters forward, only to land with no scratch on your body.
The EMS workers arrived at the scene, placed you on the stretcher, and delivered you to the nearest hospital. They nursed your wounds and had you hooked to the IV. Was it Milton District Hospital, or Oakville Trafalgar Memorial Hospital, or maybe Credit Valley Hospital. All were dear to my heart.
You lay on the hospital bed for a little over 12 hours. Breathing and inhaling through God's Mercy. It was the observation room where your soul lay in dwindle with streams of peace and mercy showered your last beating heart for a few fragile moments.

May you have experienced eternal peace in those moments. May your soul have been intertwined with angels sweeping clean gates of a small garden of heaven for your eternal being to enter a throne bewaiting for its master to take its place. All in divine perfect timing. All in divine perfect order.

Rest in Peace My friend.


I am eternally grateful for your companionship.
Let the heavens have fruits for your lips to taste.
The innate being.

As Salaamu Alaika ya Abd allah.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Plethora of Ideals.

I am feeling an overwhelming sense of peace. Today shall be a good day.
Tomorrow I begin to train for a position I was recently employed for.
And maybe, this date is a new beginning...

Here is a text that pointed my interest:
Sometimes, we project to be someone that we expect others to see in us. In psychology, this is referred to as the shadow self, where we project an identity that conforms to how other people may perceive us versus being true to who we really are. Some people may find out that they never knew who they were because they lived their lives through the expectations of how others will perceive them.

Those who have begun their spiritual journeys may also be confronting these issues, which initially creates cognitive dissonance. Cognitive dissonance occurs when you get an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding conflicting ideas simultaneously. This is the transition period that many of us have gone through, where our beliefs have changed, yet we’re unsure about relating these new ideas to our friends and family, due to fear or rejection.

As our spiritual journeys continue, we become more comfortable within our own beliefs and less concerned about how our friends and family view this awakening. This is when the ego becomes separated from the self and fear is dissolved by love. At this juncture, we begin to talk to acquaintances, as well as friends and family, about spiritual and metaphysical topics, with less regard about what they might think of us or how we may be perceived by others.

In time, spirituality will be the predominant frame of mind and it’s likely that those who have strayed from us will be the first in line to ask for help in adjusting to the new paradigm.


Indigo Child.

Reason, Season, or Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Author Unknown

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Asleep with the Door Shut.

A checklist to find an ideal partner:

1. They are seeking a long-term relationship;
2. They have been out of a relationship (1-2 years);
3. No drug use or alcoholism in family tree;
4. Not anger junkies (Bossy);
5. Family orientated (involved with family; wants a family)
6. Similar religious path;
7. Non-interfering parents;
8. Done personal growth work.

"A real gift, no body knows where it came from."

Monday, November 21, 2011

My last post.

I think I have discovered who I am.

I am me. I've said it multiple times.
But truthfully, the eloquent speaker is in reality a

Symbolic Interactionist

Thus by definition...

I am ever evolving.

Oh, How prestine you are Hus.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Need I say More?!

Today, was another reminder, of how rich and abundant life can be when the spirit of self-acceptance is invited into a vicinity.

Know: When you feel angels have overfilled your plate, allow the somber hallway called "Yellow Brick Road" to invite the gentle warmth reminicent of childhood fullness.

Fullness in heart, in presence, in body, with a hint of warmth added into the mix.

God Bless, the child, with the flawless intuition.


7usam shubber,


Dear Saudi Arabia

I appeal from Milton, ON Canada.

Need I say, as I plea bargain.

"Can I be near thee in flesh, in exchange for comforting you and massaging your heart?"

And before I walk the hallway for a lunch break...
I want to say

Can I hear your Xylophone. In Husam's presence. With His light to shine

on my temple only to fill my spine, with warmth.

A simple thing to ask, eh!!! to Riyadh, KSA.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The Anger Management Tour.

Do you know the difference?!

Hypocrite >&< Mushrik

A hypocrite will befriend you, just to lie by not being consistent with: His/Her word, Not delivering good when spirit asked you to deliver it, and when bonded by heart turned His/Her back against it.

(6%9;777) And do the blind and sight-filled ones levitate on the same plateau?! (9%6:3171)

A Mushrik on the other hand, will show sincereness in behaviour, good thought in action, and well intended spirit by presence, but still have a primal and carnal desire attached to something of material gain involved.


& before 'i' end this, I want to send love to my real brethrins in arms and motion, with devotion as kind/comforting/and loving as a potent syrum potion, given by love that is deep in intetion as the warm depths of the ocean.

7usam, #Hushusa Al-Kabeer, Husam Ait.

(6%9;312) And he who walks the earth in solitude with gratitude, is closer and more loved by the Supreme Creator, than a group aligned in motion towards an unparalled path of truth (6%9;111)

Sorry I hated on you, Fadi.

F* the Eihab

Hello, 3ali 3ula 3alaihy Jaddun Qader 3ala Jameel Kamel fi Ri7an al-Zahraa.

Peace & Love, infused by Light.


Shade(s) of Grey.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Red.(Green <-@->Blue). Brown.

I am listening to a song called: Brother's in Paris - Kanyay-Z

My thought for the day:

Some individuals seems to confuse the act of trust with the art of submission. If you become completely submissive to your heirarchial authority, while missing the element of appreciation of their caliber (and the work involved in catapulting them to the plateau), then you are actually giving your natural born power away.

Being functional and co-existent with their prevalent authority does indeed make you a valued asset; you serve the machine. The sooner you let go of your need to feel a certain way towards your counterparts, then you become fully fluid in your pursuit of endeavours.

Appreciating and respecting your authority due to complete acceptance of their earned honour, while maintaining a sense of autonomy, is indeed reflective of Trust & Loyalty. If you submit to your archetype leaders (masculine & feminine) that is a bonus for you as an individual; you are a benefitting member of society. But would there be greater prestige if you as an individual, despite the internal conflict of power, come to terms with 'letting go' of the need to BE that part (archetype nurture/provider) and rather further question your heads in power, THEN as a form of appreciation, bestow a form of trust upon their seat of authority?!

Hence is that not: "Being in Honourable Trust", by definition.

You, as a completely autonomous individual (empowered by birth), then are that much more valuable, in person, to the tender eyes of chosen leaders. In fact you may be viewed as valuable as a brother in arms, and would rank that much higher whence enlisted to the path of conscious [IT]-discovery.


Thursday, November 3, 2011

Nosterium Cycles at Quarter Moon.

Bismy allahy ar-Rahmany ar-Raheem

Al-7amdu li Llah
Rab al-3alameen (6%1@9) Al-Rahman Al-Raheem (6%2@9)
Malik Youm al-Deen (6%3@9) iY-yak Na-3budo wa iY-yak Nas-Ta3een (6%4@9)
ih-Dina al-9ira6 al-Mustaqeem (6%5@9) 9ira6 al-Ladtheen an-3amt 3a-Layhim (6%6@9)
3'hayr al-Ma3'hdoob 3-Layhim wa La al-Dalleen (6%7@9) ; ____________ }^{ , :.


7ayat (eee) Shubber

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Attraction Hostel.

Husam has friends. Friends whom actually love him. Friends who show affection.
Friends who love activities and partake in sharing.
He feels appreciated, add also cared for.

He is used to being a care giver. Can he take care, now?!

Mama said: "You are going straight to hell"
Husam said: "Directly"
Mom said: "Yep... and I can testify to that infront of the Big Creator"

...[Speechless} === > "I am truely blessed to have her"

I am me. I am in love with the struggle. I am here.

-William J. taught me #Swag

-Sameer J. showed me #Quag

-Ammar K. wants me #brag

I.am=Husam=loving.nature-human+freedomofwill {{ @ll1 brought me in KSA.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

About to End: Close me out.

The Mayan Calendar is near 'its' ending...

the date is: Oct. 28, 2011

So I need to share, that by comparison to the past.

I am in financial ruins.

But by counting the blessings given, and sharing nothing but thoughts of love

in the face of danger.

I feel more alive than ever.

And there is a hint of something 'SUBLIME' in the picture...

Faith, compassion, strength, and hope?!

#7us 7usam.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Swagger Bling Thing next to the Burger King. PIN`

my dental hygienist said I should start flossin', today!!
Might help my signature smile shine?! I guess.
It will help prevent future bleeds... in my gums, though.

Maintain health through adding smth, smth, smth

.:;[ i don't know where i'm going with this ];:.



Sunday, October 2, 2011

This is it.

No words can describe
the magnitude
& depth

of the peace i feel/felt/feeling
as and with i am
U right, now!


OG Hus.