Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Daddy's All Star...`+>.

"'First they ignore you
Then they laugh at you
Then they fight you
Then you WIN'

- Ghandi"

Extra-ordinary
Mediocre
Inferior

Pick your reaction to hate.

PS. I need money (through a good paying employed job position in sales_12.25/hour x 4 times a week).

Monday, May 30, 2011

Poetic IN-Justice~`!

I hope and pray
When I pass away
I won't be led astray
And as I decay
And return to Clay

That ultimately
I will be blessed in Judgement day
And I look up to the scale
A heavy-weight that lay
Good deeds proceed in threads like Tweed
knowing I gave away
my love for cars, women
life in speed
as well as chronic tokes of weed

And ask my arch Angels PLEASE
send me to hell temporarily to cleanse my seeds
of intention, giving my children a safe haven and a pension
for all the tension (I experienced) giving nourishing retention

And as the thin line
I cross give me suspension
at lightening fast detention
bless me lord with light

AND KINDLY let me burn off excess karma
from the flesh to my palm I
confess that I've hurt/tortured/& confused
generous spirits
Just to get my way
to remain on top of the food chain

BUT my final request
is give me a tree
to dwell in its shade, eat off the spades, and bleed off its blades

BUT whatever happens
I desire deeply with a burning fire
to simply retire
in a Heaven of my own
a chair with my throne
where of wounds I'm not prone
and poetics condone me a loan to entertain my bones

And I choose then only to allow visitations to my newfound home
those that gave me a house and a spouse
that is (BO.HA.AS.SS.HAt.YrS) and that is all
that I ask
Oh Creator/Greatful/Charitable/Strong/Merciful/Vengeful
Completor of my innate.

[Don't send me back incarnated into another Lyfe-T.I.M.E.]
Kindly.

Sincerely yours, Eternally greatful.

Habeeby Allah.
______________________________________.
Mr. 7usam aka HaSaNoon.

<~!={#@May.I.Re-birth, 31xtimes-over.....\"%[Haithrams`1.

O.F.F.E.N.D.U.M.

O.F.F.E.N.D.U.M.: "Lyrics:

Look Up In The Sky - Its A Bird - Its A Plane

Its An Arab Superhero & He Came to Bring Change

Unite The Divided & Free 'Em From The Chains

Of The Tyrants Who Reign in Vain & Pain

(Hey!)

Look Up In The Sky - Its A Bird - Its A Plane

Its An Arab Superhero - Yeah I know It Sounds Strange

But The Only Thing Keeping Us From Going Insane...

Is Knowing He'll Be Back Again (InshAllah)"


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I am loving this man, his flow, the message, his lyrics, and critical thought in poetic structure.
I overheard one of his songs in collaboration with one that I am an avid fan of (the Narcicyst)...
and to be honest, FINALLY some Arabs are creative/productive/educated/relevant and hip enough to
spread a message that Youth can enjoy!

I am definately one to add this CD to my collection.
I had ordered it and am waiting for the delivery to my door: Omar Offendum (did he offend them with the truth, baba?!)
The album is the first debut [aside from mixtapes]: label Cosher Ink, LLC.

SyrianamericanA.

This album is an arab's voice and a gift to Hip-Hop as a culture to show how diverse it can be and how encompassing
of various populations and demographics of all struggles and walks of life the art form has grown to become.

Music is not Haram. Message is of truth. Use of vocals in melody can help an argument stick to the brain.
Then we as young Kids can have constructive discussions as to... yadi yadi yada

Shhhhhhhhh... be Quiet... T.I.M.E. to listen.

Salamun-3alaikum ---> 3iiiish 3umrak ya 7abib Galbi.
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Mr. 7usam aka HaSaNoon productions, Ltd.

<~([@=-.`1.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Silly Dreams=->*871-22-8141

I heard 'em say:

Karma waits for no man
Right!!

Resume as an Abstract copy.

Husam Shubber
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Objective

I shall obtain a full-time position as a sales representative for an electronics company

Skills

Competent and quick learner
Listen well to instruction and adapt to different environments
Team spirited and good sportsmanship
Punctual and respectful with professional conduct
Trustworthy and positive attitude and play various roles as suited

Experience

Erin Mills Mazda
Sales Representative
August 2010 - December 2010

OMVIC Certified
Adhered to Sales process thoroughly
Met sales goals and remained motivated under pressure


Milton District Hospital
Emergency Department Volunteer
June 2010 - Present

Responsible for stocking linens and IV trays
Delivered samples to laboratory
Transport patients to diagnostic imaging
Remained friendly and light-hearted to patients who experience frustration

Education

York University
Health Studies major
September 2004 - July 2009

Bachelor of Health Studies specializing in Health Care Management

Courses include: Health Economics, Social Determinants of Health
Administrative Studies, Research Methods in Health care
Program Evaluation, Integrated Systems in Health
eHealth, Health Informatics, Public Policy
Health Care Law, Health Care Ethics
Maintained a GPA of C+; Accomplished 90 Credits.


Centennial College
Recording Arts Continuing Education
January 2011 - Present

Certificate of Achievement specializing in Recording techniques, Pre-
production, Mixing, Mastering, Studio Set-up and Post-production

Courses include: Studio Basics, Digital Audio, MIDI interface production,
Mixing techniques, ProTools software, Arranging and Music
Theory, The Business of Music, and Sound Production for
Film
Maintaining a GPA of B+

Interests

Music production, Playing Keyboard, Making songs using FL Studio 9.0
Electronics set-up, Musical Theatre, Visual Arts, Lyricism, Philosophy
Leadership, Guided Meditation, Documentaries

Languages

Fluent in spoken and written English
Fluent in spoken Arabic

References

Available upon Request

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May 29th, 2011

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

New Birth.

Got a new nephew now.
Would like to call him Hassan.

New rules.
Drugs is out of the picture.
When the ringy cell we can reach for Sky and order a pizza while listening to music then have a ciggy after. Make sure there is tooth paste to use as freshener.

Oh, obviously there is rubber and lube for the safety of the vehicle in mileage, son!

Fully-joy.
Salams.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Peace on Earth.

Realization:

The Fear [for one's own safety and wellbeing]
is stronger than (and in times of danger, more relevant than)
The Love [of an other individual].

You are born alone. You accumulate experiences, and people come and go.
You die alone, though.

In a womb. in the earth, back to the beginning (but with accumulated WEALTH).

Your wealth is the song you touched ppl's hearts with. The walk that inspired the weak. The conversation that incited a spark. And the generosity that meant the world to another.

Keep accumulating wealth. BE heavy. That's the only ticket to a secure eternal life.

}==================================*>.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

False Web of Power.

HusHusa Al-Kabeer:

You can't psyche someone who has:
A best friend as a psyche nurse; a friend who is mental health professional; an acquaintance as a spiritual clearer; a mentor as a life coarch; an uncle who is a psychiatrist; and citicially analyst individuals as loved ones...

HUH~~~~~~!!!.

Oh, and a God-mother who is a registered practical shamanic psychotherapy professional...

]= 22 minutes ago · LikeUnlike.=.

Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh~1`.

Masturbate on that next time u think ill of me... u lil snitch-ass bitch...

And don't ever surround urself with my friends thinking their ur friends... u dirty ass whore...

HusHusa Al-Kabeer There!
21 minutes ago · LikeUnlike


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This is the 'false' "power" of social media networking, Children!!!
Learn from my mistakes.

Don't be lured 'in' by a pretty girl
Who is: -Needy.
-Obsessive.
-Has one-sided conversations.
-Expects the love, never to give back.

PaRaNoiA & FeAr~ is all. <~((*))~> clearly see. in all HER messages.

Take care`1.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

-=Clarity ~1`.

I do not want to get married, ever!

The reality is: I believe nobody will love me enough. Everybody has issues.
I think I am the only one able to deal with my own issues in REEL-
time, and still 'behave' like a normal person.


Well, since that is clear.

Dear Lord:

I envision an empire that I can work through, and run on a daily basis, until retirement. I want 3 kids (possibly adopted). A wife is not necessary.
I am surrounded by women anyways, and I know the difference between juvenile-pretender and grown-&-evolving.

So if you find her, Lord. Send her to me. For I provide the oath that I will consistently attune to her needs and help her build up to a (emotional/spiritual/physical/intellectual) success. The rest is her own desire and her own drive.

Having said that Lord, if she is not out there, avoid sending me visitors who walk in and out. I AM LOOKING for permanence in my life, not exploration and entertainment.

I know how to cook, do dishes, do laundry, cut grass, paint a house, move furniture, put up pictures, decorate a room, buy groceries, pay bills, manage money, plan trips, execute while improvising, en-vision a future, and day by day -work to have it manifest. Will you bless me, Lord by providing me a companion?!

Or will you confine me to solitary imprisonment (in the mind) where my only escape is prayer, until the end of time?!

If i die today, Lord, I am thoroughly happy how my first 26 years incarnated turned out. But!!! Sorry to intrude on your Majestic-Highness... I desire more!!!

That is: A house & home with a wife and security.
A company to work through
My own side company to entertain my needs (I mean registered business)

So now that I am clear on where I stand, Oh Lord! Pick and choose?!
-Either it is a wife with a regular life where we break the monotany by travelling on a seasonal basis (and engage in wild love making in the process in the night time)

-Or make me a success in the financial realm, so I can see through that the business I envisioned will see the light of day, and I can give back through my success to individuals who matter/mattered/make a difference on a daily basis.

Thank you, for hearing me, Lord.

Mantra: -=[Regardless of the hardships] I [still remain in the eyes of the angels]
rich.abundant.successful.healthy.&loved.

Ahhhh-meeen=-.

Anguish~!

I gave 'her' an ultimatum.

Either she wants a Long-Term R.E.A.L. relationship (with all the ups & downs, pains and gains).

Maybe she is REAL enough to read and see the genuine love.
-She amazed me though
.she is a fighter
.she is a passionate lover [almost obsessively]
.she is spiritual
.she is somewhat of an enigma (can't really figure her out --> gotta keep digging)
.she is evolving (with her style [dressing], words [blogging])
.she is consistent with her rhythm (waking up at dawn to pray and get work done)

Dear Lord:
Help me figure out where the feet are heading. What is ordained? I know what is written. I thoroughly know who I am.
I love myself enough to heal my own wounds, without attaching to someone.
I can suck energy, reciprocate it, but maybe I did wrong. All I know is I always give it back.

=================.

Go find 'him friend. He is waiting for you. If he still doesn't see you for the individual (complete) that you are.
Then it is his loss.

I just have to place my peace that _ I cannot be substitute
_ I cannot be temporary
_ I have no strength to be crutch no more

I love me, too you know!! Sheesh.

Physician Description.

Back to regular sh*t!

That is -depression with brief moments of mania.

Solid lifeless affect (facial expression).

And work, work work, work work work!!!

-[Message to the people out there

Husam's tender heart has been fucked with far too many times.
Scabs, wounds, and blood
If I'm still alive that means I AM STRONG!!

My theory [yet to be debunked]

"Beauty comes from Scars!!"


I am too beautiful, to be TOUCHED, by ppl who think
THEY KNOW what God is about.


I am slave of God.
God instilled me and inscribed me to FAMILY.
My blood is for life.
So if u want to shed it and make me bleed

GET VIOLENT!

I mean straight up gangster 12 shots/ non-stop stabs in the same spot!

Don't pussy out in the middle u lil B**CH!


-PS. The kid has been wounded, medicated, enslaved, confined
SO many times.

He has flawless control of the image that ppl see...

Good morning May 3... I am FREE.

Maybe I was never meant to marry (I GUESS IT WAS PRE-ORDAINED... eh FRIEND!!!).

Though I been longing for it since age 12..!!

...
..
.

OOOPs!!! *blinks twice

-{Recess is over Children!! Back to SH*T on a regular basis}.

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(8) Ima make a song out of them.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Kan-DiD Aura~1`.

SMile!!!

Your NaKed SouL is on the INTERNET, now!!!

Fuck off, and dream about Corvettes...
How about that...

I'm a Producer/Sound Artist/Humanitarian/Healer...

and all I wanted was to: --> share my first REAL kiss with u

-I guess 'it' was all NOISE in my HEAD!!!

ummmmm... listen to this for healing...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lo5mgFUFqXE&feature=grec_index

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Peace in. Ur manic-depressive rides... OUT!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Noon Time.

I am 26 years old.

hmmm... in [my] head I am 25 hundred & 34 hours; 47 minutes; and 22 seconds {long}.

Take that for 1, eh!!

Peace!!

- [Show me your soul, Oh beautiful woman] - i think i'm ready, now!

*(~~~~~%[|| - Can't be a lil kid no more... (but inner child will pop in&out..]

Only by proper occasion.

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Love.Soul.Woman.Earth.Sound.Cohesion.Sex.&Reflection.

-Husam.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Editorial. [NEVER to BE PUBLISHED].

Hmmm...

Today was a good day: - like Ice Cube said it.

Actually it's been a bunch of good days... [AHHH!!! This is new and rather scary to Husam]... am used to hearing screams in my house, seeing demons chasing me in my dream, and waking up with a sore stomach and dry mouth...

Maybe it is all a blessing because there is new and fresh, tender and strong presence in the lives of my fam.base?!

Maybe, baby!!! - Tony Soprano making fun of his psychiatrist (after being over-analytical)

What else...?! Let's face the past... go to JFSS (my old toilet seat where I woke up/ did homework/ masturbated all night/ and took long shits AFTER WEEKS of F***ing Constipation)

did 'I' say toilet seat?! I mean HIGH bull***/f*****/piece of s***/ motherf***king SCHOOL!!!

Do you know how frequently I had nightmare that I am stuck in an Exam room with no studying to back it up?

SEE THE FREAKING STRESS (internal/ you have caused...

... but I am Soul-jah! I kept a straight face (when I wanted to ex-f*****ng-plode on a daily basis

I only had one friend. His name was Brandon Orr {look it up on your 2003 Graduating class yearbook {{| Thnx 4 the signatures my ppl!! (-@-remember.U((.

... and then there was beautiful, eloquent, sensual (in my eye -sexual too... *cough) -----= Sadaf K.

Thank you for the healing sister! I guess Allah really has
mercy on our souls...

Maybe 'we' All needed it, collectively (for the Community)


Now finally -( i can float ____ walk on water next?! Maybe)...
The eternal has been scripted... write your own piece to be able to walk again... (that's my father's voice resonating in my head)...

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I was here yesterday, Am here today, Shall be here tomorrow...
and I AIN't GOING NOWHERE, Mississauga!

SO F*** you Mr. Authority. Go suck my penis while I am releasing dung from my large intestine you little leach-rat-demonizing-evil-poop.smelling-rodent!!!

*tiger growl...

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Let me show you how to greet me when you see me, if you REAL my brother
you know how to Holler ----> HHHHHHHHHHHH-uSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAm~!

Respect it son! I AM your bigger brother!
I've been through it all...
Look at my record...
OH Snap!!! It's all confidential with the Government & Protected by my rightful & legal citizenship to this Nation that ever so dearly embraced me...
I am citizen. I am human.
Stop looking at me like I'm wierd.
I (through pain&long-term punishment for 'my' mistakes ==> Have acquired the sense and rationalle to ---> Do: "whatever I want, When-ever I want, However I want, with WHO-ever I friggin want, WHERE-EVER I want {so long as I greet with respect, appreciate the experience, and then bless with a positive prayer+thought}...

... AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

There, I am officially cleared of all Negative entities attached to my aura.

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Let me "Mr. HuSaLler ---> aka 7usam A. Shubber, aka Hasanoon... end it with this

No More Pain: by -Tupac Shakur (i love you so much -(~((@-}.

"I came to bring the pain
Hard-core from the brain
Let's [all collectively]
Go inside
MY [which ur only welcom by invitation]

Astral plane~~~~~~~~~~~`1.

(c) DJ HuSaLler... May 1, 2011.
PS> It's my birthday tomorrow, SO CELEBRATE IT!!! Humanity... (same day as Prince William and Kate's wedding). aka Royal -by Blood _not status =Couple~1.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!: That is the sound of internal healing/ exhaled / to welcome and invite nothing less than G.O.O.D. presence in -="our"=- lives...

AMen.
---7sm.Shbr. HAHAHAHA: MC-Unit! H-Unit. Unity-Unison-Divine Order... and ...

Yazoo Choreographed DANCE.
Enjoy, ladies & gentlemen.
Welcome to the HuSaLler, show!

tune in to SW Freq. 2100 Hz ---> You'll maybe find me "FLoating like a butterfly & Stinging like a Bee"...

But... I guarantee you...
YOU'll never see me in my own EYE.

Just keep guessing...
Maybe you'll wake up too...
ANd get that BENZ you've been jerking off everynight for!!!

....
...
..
.

______________________.

Sincerely, mine & then... YOURS (by invitation only).


Peace~!
Blessings/Light/Yoga/Basketball/Music/Work/Colours.
Beats&Healing.

No more mental illness, children!
King Sticky Bee, said: "Don't Do drugs and you'll be just fine!!!...

[Did i ramble too much, again, Mom?!]
Lose Yourself in the moment. This opportunity comes one shot.
Failure is not an option no more.
Why should I let you live [and feed off of MY energy] when [in reality] I am [and have been for 2003-2010] Dead inside, Officer!

-Can 'We' Attenuate the noise... said Mr. Sean Savage [my teacher @Cencol] from the Trackmasters in the 1990's...

-It's all for a purpose... Just be-LIE-ve, son!
LOL.LMFAO, in your face!

Hehe!
Pssst... Pssst
-Are you afraid to die?? hmmm...
then Plz... Gently... Softly... Peacefully... Eminently... Eternally...

CAUTION: DO Not Look in MY EYES like: you know what I am about
what I've been through
what I am here for
& what my purpose here is for

BECAUSE: I am in a continual process of discovering, integrating, and
reflecting upon... What I AM ABOOT!!! eh...!!

-Peace&Love Children
(i been thru it --> so u won't have to...)

]-[ u $ @ }v{ = Shubber, Esq.

-=?! Are you entertained?!
= Good: I can package it
perfect it
brand it
sell it
& distribute it
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There. TWeX Ent. :It's all in the remix, man!
UR.Guided Foundation: Art for the kids, man!

Believe me, I have seen you in this life. I shall see you in the next!

Bye, hater.
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Subhanallah, mashallah, alhamdulillah! AMeeen.
Hu.Sam.Military-Mind.Here for a 'hired' burboose!!
Kid!!

-it's the Kool Kat (my wife branded me that, HA!)
;-_+((*13054476358575 <== if you love me deposit some money thru Paypal.
Otherwise, FUCK YOU!!

One more thing, Mr. Psychiatrist in CVH!!!
-"I got my back against the wind
I'm down to ride until the sun burnout
---
If I die today
I am [thoroughly] happy [& greatful] how my life turned out

-50 (the General) Cent.

_the,candle.burns.til.the-beat-of.my.heart.stops_
_blessed.by.God_.
_shielded by angels_
_cohesive.by.wisdom-of.Black-Onyx._
_1`.
_4 Leen.
_4 Yara, too.
______________________________________________________________.
DONE. 3,2,1 [Are you ready}... Are you ready?!... ARE YOU READY!!!!
-Ready or not!!! Here I cum... (on ur face child...!!)


-I meant come, mother!! Sheeesh!!.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Aural Manipulations.

Since the beginning of time, when man walked the earth, ever so freely, with minimal restrictions, just instinct to rely on... evolution happened.
Then man became more educated, and formed social circles. From that came the concept of elite, and separation and disparity in class occured.

What is the solution to inequities in resources and opportunities...? Finding a common ground to unwind, relax, and de-stress at the end of the week's work, with mutual acquaintances with hopes that one of these days, we find one of them, who is a diamond in the dirt.

Only then will we truely learn the value of 'friend-ship'. Something that is risky because your heart, (which contains an accumulation of scars and pains), could be exposed to someone who could potentially: - love you to death, -or expose you and wound you once again.

But what is this problematic premise where if you were to expose your heart again, you will find love? Let us discuss in depth momentarily. The truth is the heart will be punched, beat down and scabbed a bit; but like the muscle that it is, it will flex, expand, and contract, and then ultimately (with that circular exercise) grow and strengthen... but only with time.

With time comes a dark tunnel, and the only lamp post is the faith that at the end of the tunnel, 'we' as an individual will become a stronger, more emotionally responsible, and self-empowered human being. With trust comes fear, with walking comes exhaustion, and with doubt comes pacing. But only if we synthesize and cohere our steps do we put trust (in something bigger than us), that our trips/falls/ups & downs will accumulate to a higher ground with fruits of the seeds we planted manifested and reaped... God-willing, Individual-driven. Blessed, healthy and loved.

Keep on walking my friends, keep on going, with what's really going on in your living conditions. Then maybe we can accumulate some authentic wealth, and when we stand tall again, instead of falling into ego once again, we can become philanthropists coloured by the art of our former pain and more giving and generous for the youth (or elderly) who deserve by the right of God... an equal opportunity.

God is hear. God is Here. Veins and Circulation.

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Reference:

Shubber, H. (2005). The Art of Measurement (2nd Ed., Vol. 1, pp. 12-37). Toronto: URG Publishings.

(c) Husam Shubber. 2011.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Excelsior's New Text.

Straight ^... G Style~!

Am liking the responsiveness from well-cultured individuals.
God bless the decent ppl doing their thing, and slaving hours on end.
We need people like them to borrow, infuse, and then cultivate from.
Then when we reap 'our' own green piece from the land... we shall share. iA.
-husam: said it! (will He do it? or just sleep on this one...~?!) . <( @\\`1.

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TWeX barrs are consistently Under.Righteous.Guidance.
From the feet up!
Yeah, man!: say bismi-Llah. Ameen.

Dicing in White & Black.

Engine Start... 3, 2, 1 }---8---D-->. Commencing Sales motives, for summer of 2011, at the parkinglot, and dealership they call Erin Mills Mazda. !! Zoom Zoom, anybody?! ... Salams`1. Namaste... Aum. Hu. ~96{@Army-Sam.ms.on.ca`1. iA. bina2 husam shub`er.